tHeCoNFuSioNLINK!!

2006-09-14T21:40:00.000-07:00

I cant put an act anymore I jus cant put a fake smile and act normal..
we ned to end tis..
I use to had a smooth heart tat use to be share and concern..
to me it onli share to the one person (shud noe whu u r)..
But now it all rotten, a lot of dark hole enter in my heart..
A lot of stab came inside it and it onli shine wen it had it mood…
the mood onli enter wen it has relized it wan fun
but nvr did it relized I nid the mood everydae!!
Hurt deep inside, full tear in my eyes
Capture the air alone ,capture the sadness alone..
Nothing can fix the heart unless it
was touch to the person I meant..

Beyond everydae I told him everytin tat was
suppose to be told but he cant accept it now

Beyond everydae I nid to be

pamper as always but he dun do it anymore

Beyond everydae I always wif him but he
kep puttin me in lost as to find sumone tat can company me….

Beyond everydae he ask me not to wonder ard

but now he askin,pushin me to my fren

Beyond everydae he reach out to me willingly
but now onli wit his unpleasant face..

beyond everydae he use to spoke dearly and swit
but now he lose his temper uncontrol and give out harsh word..

nite tyme I owaey imaging how the way

he “SMILE” to me,
his “TALK” 2ward me
his “WARMNESS” 2ward me,
his “CHARACTER” 2ward me,
his “OVERJOY” 2ward meand everytin he done to me puT me in tear !!
STOP BEING HARSH to ME PLEASE!!!
I miSS it sOoOo much!!
cLud I gEt iT BaK, cLud i!!!!
I Nid iT and I MEAN it!!!

Hard for me cos:

It easy to find the LOVED we one
But it take time to forget the memory we been together
It hard to SMILE and sae wen we in LOVE
But it painful to CRIED weN we sEE the differ in us!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:O:(:(:(:(

2006-09-12T22:40:00.000-07:00

12/09/06
fOR huBz:

aFTer the toK WE Had AT THE buS the dae yesthdae,
I feeL it truth aBOUt you and YAN advise mE…
I guess I have to jUS sTop tinKin bout oThEr LIL KeCian
meSelF fIRst dEn Do kEciAn oTher..

it TRuTH wAt yOu haD sae the daE yesthdae:

DUN LISTENTO OTHER OR PPL GOSSIP BOUT US..
DUN GET WORKED UP IF OTHER PPL RUMOUR US
BY TAGgIn OR LOOK AT US.. DUN CARE BOUT OTHER
AS WE NOE WE ARE HAPPY 2GATHER..
JUS DO OUR OWN TIN AND FUCK CARE OTHER SAE..
WAT WE NOE WE HAD OUR RELATIOSIP
ON AND STAY WAT WE USUALI DO..
I wil follow ur N YAn AdViSe dAER.. THANK sO mUC!!

I haD tink DEEPLY for the whole niTe yesthdae :

*wHy we hAd tiS pRobLeM wEn skOOl sTarted
weN aLL the pAst we 2gaTHer we haD no such
pRobleM came aCross.. wHY mE!!
*whY other is lil curious bout uS wen we Are noT
a superstar…
*wHy we have lOt oF quarrel wen we dont haD in the past…
*wAt they gEt for doIn tIs N wat I get for being worked up
and Angry..

bUt don’t wORRy dear, I gUEss I haD to LisTen
to ur Advise as in jUS do our own waY we usuali do
and became deaf for wAt other saE…
love Ya OwaY HubZ..
Let PrOve To THeM TaT NOthIN CAN Get US
Go separate Way N ChaNge Our CONcEPt Of MInD…

tO the pPL tat owAy KPO bOUt
me and mY relaTIosip:

stateD uR own LIFE wiT fULL oF pLeaD u HaD!!
dOnT jUS gO aRd anD ruMOUr bout the pErsOn
you hate and dislikes!!
ensure yOU haD yOUr LIFe pEAceFULLy
dEn goIn arD bZ wIt other PPl tiN!!
Mayb you are aGe oF 17 as mE, 18 oR 19 noW buT please dO tiNk,,
wEn yoU reach tHe aGe oF 20 oR 20+ yOU wiL find
iT LAMED sAK!!
gROW uP pPL yOU have bRAin n

dUN jUS pUT uR brain oN uR BUTT!!!
fEEliN jUs dUn gO lil tat fEELin

goes wIt rhythm tAt aRE truth
and faithfully not go bY stab other

wiT ur oWN density and thought..
I don’t aCCuSed aniOne ,
i jUS TyPe tIs for being LAMed

anD tOk cork aS wAt other tiN>>>
bUT sApE yG teRaSe

!! oPPsSs !! I have to Sae tiS yOU aRE oNe of THEm!!!
SUCKER nO hEaRt FeeliN HuH!!

2006-09-12T22:33:00.000-07:00

dEn oN taT sUndaE I weNt buKom aGain…

..heeHee..
I went out mY house at 5.30a.m

jus to catch the first ferry at 6.30..
bUt I lAtE sO I catch tHe 2nd onE ..

rEAch there je eVerybOdy were lil sLipPin and
I aLsO feel so tiRed so I jUs cHAnGe mY cLoTHes
and go to sLIp at huBz lap while he
pLAy hiS game non stopping..
bUt wEn I bOUt to sLip guEss waT,
weird snoring cAme foM onE oF oUr PR ppL
n we lil laughIn and cant get to sLip..
joKin and maKin fUn wit the weird snoring .

aRD 3 sumTin lil taT everyone is awake
and the SAME goes PR StYLE..
maKIN their OWN foolish behaVIOUR,
and FUnNy kINd of VideO and pICtuRe
started all oVer aGain and I Dun feel
irritate bOUt tat cOz it sO fUN and FuNNy
to SEE them aCTiNg weird..

bOUt time to Go home everybody gOne cRazY
and they were lil sHOutin

all oVer the pLAce..
den we go eaT at there ,paY eveRtiN

and oFF we go to the ferry …
CapTUre a vIdEo and pIcture

in the fERRy jUS foR FUN!!!

BUT aFTER aLL it WAS a pleasant

and FUN DAE I and the KWN-kWN haD!!!

fOR HUBZ!!
THANK YOU sO mUCH fOR the daE..
I guess yoU waT I Meant..
LOVE yA oWAY!!
anD LOVE ya MUCH!!

tat fRiDae!!

2006-09-12T22:24:00.000-07:00

tAt fridaE make me cant wait coz
kwn-kwn PR nk gi Pulau BukoM ade cHALeT!!!
eEeE!! bEst KaAaAn!!
But sad I cant stay overnite..mMmmm..it oKEy>>

Me aFter skull mit huBz at his house
deN wait wait kWn-Kwn PR to call den
oFF wE gOoOo!!!

Me N hUbZ tAKe bUs go to the terminal
den take ferry gO PuLau BuKom..
Reach there je dah kEcOk hEEheE
eVerybOdY is lil sO happy..
the sO cAL hOUsE is so bIG,cooLiN and sCarY buT
tiS is wAt PR oWay dO maKe
themselves happy,weird kind of tIn and beiNg childish!!
gET aLIvE oWaY gUY!!

We had fUn 2gather lil sinGin, takIn pIcTure,
make some vIdEo oF them, pLaying the guiTer,
eAtin tIMe and playing GaMe!!
iT sOoO funny tiL I cAnt sToP lauGhin seein the
video they have capture….

bUt when come to 8 sUmTim , it time for me and my huBz to go hOMe..
so sAd and so rUshin coz we hAve to be in the feRRy at 9.30..
aCtuali it hard for me to go home I wanna to feel the environment over there but I jus cant…I jUs nid to go HOMe!! sOriE gUy!!

fOR hUbZ:
eventhough I cant walk ard there and do my own tin jus
bcoz of you being oVer-concern..

I do really appreciate it..everthough it irritatin
but I “THANK” YOU for tis..

you make me feel more cOMfOrt in yOU!!
even your frenz can tell tat..

But I do appreciate it!!
don’t mistaken me I do lil you treat me tis way!!

tHAnK dear!!
I sOriE coZ of me yOu cANt have your first nite oVer there..
I nOe for you I being difficult and KPO..
scold me if you wan toO angry wit me if you wan toO
I wil accept it coz all tis while I bring you difficulties!!
… SoRie huBz n THANK hubz!!

for him"ADI"

2006-09-04T23:34:00.000-07:00

it hurt me wen our relatiosip is in a fargile way, never did i expected to turn out to be lil tis!! Usually i have tear rolling down on my cheek wen there a quarrel broke down but now i left wit no tear to cry wen there a quarrel it onli wen i cant take it and it onli left me scared and get myself hurt..

where the PURE BLOSSOM love of urs usually you done to me.

where it goes now the love you manage wit me,

you'lil to enclose me wit lot of anger now,

you'lil to forget how scared i am if ppl have temper!!

wen i tink of tis i though of you leavin me anytime

when i wit you i though you dont wan my accompany,

how sad clud it be now how tinkin minded i clud be!!

Change bak to the way you are before!

Return bak the dae i love!

Return bak the ROMANTIC adi use to noe!

you use to accept the way i am

but now you cant,you use to listen me

sadness i have but now you cant!

i now scared of sharin thing wit you!

Give me bak the heart, love and care

i noe before for the sake of me!!

30/8/06

2006-08-30T23:48:00.000-07:00

ME and Adi
sit wit emma and the gal gang and den
after skool me and adi go city hall to interview
job not me but "ADI"...

Rain! Rain!
we in the bus of 106 and we drop down far fom
the other bus-stop goin 2ward city hall tat was 190
soOo lari sana lari sini jus to get to the other bus-stop...
hide fom the thunder not Adi but me.. hehe
den wen take bus and we lil "ohmiGoSh" where is the place
but we get to found out fom kailun itself...
THANK HUH!!

we found the place ,he go for interview and tat it finish..
walk in the rain 2ward bus-stop and we go hm...

2006-08-29T20:19:00.000-07:00

i toTali have no mood tis few week...

i jus hide my feelin and be happy in the outside!!!

i may have some fRenz now..

BUT i JUS feEl UNFAIR 2ward my oTHer FrenZ and mosTLY

"ADI"

I chaNge CauSe of WAt other PpL saE lil

waT "ady" HaS wriTTen down hIs bLog....

i juS nid to MiX aRD FIRST to relief my stREss..

I wIll nOt cHAnce MY feeLIn to

"SOMEONE I LOVE MOST"

bUt i OnLI chaNge IN mY aTTiTUTe!!

"tREaSuRe IT DeN BEliEvE IT"

!!WHY!!

wen you treasure it,you will get to feel the frangrance

of joy,company and nothing goes waste!!

wen you believe it, you will get confused whether

it truth or not and you will feel bad bout wat amiss!!

"rEAd ME dEN vIEW mE"

!!WHY!!

wen you read me deeper inside me, you would know

wat i goin through,wat i tink and hoW i feel!!

wen you view me jus lil tat,you could see some

hatred in me and u will tink i

change and differ from wat you noe from me earlier!!

FOR THE ONE TATS HAS NOE ME

JUS TAKE NOTE THAT SIMPLE THOUGH FOM other WILL MAKE
YOU CHANGE AND MAKE OTHER TINK DIFFER!!!

TO the PERSON I LOVE MOST "(ADI)"

I LOVE yoU MUCH EVEN I hIDE mY FeeLin

REMEMBER
I tREAsuRE yOu And I rEAd You!!

THE taG2 n THE daE!!

2006-08-24T21:59:00.000-07:00

taG!!taG!!taG!!!

so LAMED and so CHILDISH sak!!!!

mmm.....

ASSHOLE PPL LIL THE WAN WHU TAG ME wit

lot of bad conment IS BITCHES!!!

but todae mMm.....

lil no one in the mood..

kit tak data >>> she sick..

hope get well soon my frenZ..

u'yul come but go bak early and nvr sae gud-bye to me!!

boy BZ gan hp die, mai N sue BZ doin their puzzle book...

n sya waitin for his guy to pick her up...

all doin it own tin..

HAIZ!!! BORED SAK...

WHERE the spirit galZ...

bring it up on MONDAE okay!!!

tHE teNSe Dae!!!

2006-08-23T21:42:00.000-07:00

Todae is so fucker bored sak!!!
Get to noe some frenz in skool and no
excitement happen in skool!!
!! haiz !! What Life??

Reach skul je have to go to class.. haiyo..
Penat gitukn asik tgk same topic je kat class…
Den mit my huBz,azmi,boy at canteen to have our lunch
mMm.. laugh a bit bout their joke and
den smoke smoke tyme …
while smoking, tere a hoop tat boy found somewhere
and boy started his childish game as in
throwin aiming the hoop to be hang at the railing
.. ha ha .. after one the other follow too…
tak give up give up, mati mati nak bende tu
hang wen throwin!!wish mai, yu, kit, sue
and aysha were there>> surely there wil be laughter..

den after skool jus following hubZ go to BBDC
and tat it I go home and jus have
to wait for my hubZ to CALL…

Btw my frenZ mai, yu, kit, sue and aysha,
NO HEART FEELIN HUH!! And dun tink different
if I dun sit wit you all yesthdae!! I jus wanna to
mix arD to make frenZ!! LoVe ya All!!
And LOVE ADY MOST>> hehe>>
RAINBOW RAINBOW !!!

Todae had both side TAT r hapy and unhapy.. 21/10

2006-08-22T19:20:00.000-07:00

wit my fren tat r Azmi, Boy,
my hubz Adi, the gerlz tat
is aysha, mai, and sue!!!
We will’ll hehe laughin at the canteen
coz of this indiAN guy sittin wit his
butt out and we could totali
see the word M …!!
Azmi and Boy will makin fun of the
butt and it was’lil so funny
til I could see mai laughin til her face turn red…
Nice to see you Laughin girl!! Go gerl!!

Smoking smoking at the staircase..
mMm
tok2 bout the boy sittin and
den here goes our fun rite up
pose here pose there get readi in position and click

we took pic of us!!
But someone missin in action tat was kit and yu!!!
Where were you Gerl huh!! ;>

but I lost my mood in the middle
of the dae coz some argument between
me and my hubz in skool and
I feel so shy coz some of the pupil in the canteen
could see we argument and it was so sad
and I feel’ll crying coz 2dae suppose
to be my 10 month anniversary
and we should be hapy but it all spoil..

Cant blame me Cant blame him!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-16T21:50:00.000-07:00

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
seein that lovin you
Is what i was been doin

been through just about everything
that i could go through
when it comes to relationships
dont know what i was missing
or why i aint listen
when i told myself that was it
but here i go hurt again
cause of my curiosity
now that its hidin Bak..
so now after all is sae and done
mayb im the one to blame..
what else could it be?

Faith changes everything
or
Everything changes faith??
u decide....

Some1 Whu REaD tiS hElP me.. ANS the BOLD QUESTION!!!!

puISi KU iNi!!!!

2006-08-16T19:22:00.000-07:00

Terjaga ku sedari mimpi yg panjang
Siapalah diri aku ini
Tanpamu
duniaku pasti tak berseri
dah hidupku tak mejadi
Kau bagiku satu harapan
pada mulanya
Ku meminta kubermanja kurindui kukasihi
dihatiku kau abadikan
Dengan sinaran dalam kasihmu kian teracam hidupku ini
tiada lagi keraguan kau bagiku kekuatan
mana jua ku berada ditemani oleh cahaya mu
sejak dirimu kudekati
diriku ini ku kenali hanya
engkaulah
sesungguhnya tiada dua
di cermin kaca ku memadah sebab
diriku ada kekurangan
namun bagiku
bukan itu jadi ukuran
untuk melekapi hidup kita
bukan harta bukan nama bukan rupa
tapi sekuntum cinta yang ihklas
dibina sesama
hanya aku mampu dalam ke ihklasan
untuk mejualkan perasaanku terhadapmu
dimanakah waktu kan berkata
Cuma ku serahkan kepada tuhan
Disisi terlenalah setia
Ingin hatiku sering pinta
Betolkahmu disisiku sekarang
bila ku tersedar dari mimpi
Sekelip mata ku mebuka
ia sudah terjadi antara kara dan dahulu..

harap hatimu atau ku tidak akan berubah selama-lamanya

LUV YA MUCH!!!!

due to my FEELIN!!!

2006-08-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

i catch the love wen he release to me,

i stole his heart wen he close to me,

i kept him in my mind

i drag him along in my heart,love,mind and surroundin me!!

darlin it true.. i love him muc and i wiish i

got be wit him as i wish and he wil nt stop lovin me...

love ya!!!

the MOMENT i HATED and I WAITED...!!!

2006-08-15T19:17:00.000-07:00

piss up wit some galzZZ,

gossip all they noe...

may the truth shine out

may you_galzZzZ_ catches the truth!!!

nothin much lorRR!!!

in e mornin havin some argue wit adi!!

me in skool he at home, haizZzZz

argue jus bout 2dae outin...

after ma klaz endEd

mit_adi_outside skool

i scold adi for nothin, jus bcoz of some******!!

pooR my guy!!sorrie darling!!luV ya!!

me him take bus going 2ward TOWN>>

havIn my gud dae bak!!

wEn i wit him tin changes into heaven

but

wen wit some frenZ it lil i feel left over!!

gotta my stomach fill,

gotta my pic taken wit him

AAANDD

get my dae fill wit him all dae long!!!!!

THANK DARLING!! LUV YA MUCH !!

do love me as you do bfore!!

!!PROMISE ME!!

i noe it lame!!! but i dun noe how to explainl!!coz it all true!!!

2006-08-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

i knew all u guy out there tink i crazy, lied and lame!!!! you may tink tat way!!! i have no against you!!!! hate me all you do!!! i dun care coz i noe i not lying!! i had my WORST dae and unhappy dae long!!! i dun noe how to explain coz u all not on myside alwaysSsS!!! i dun does risk my life in danger or trouble any how!!! would you??? NO RITE!!!!

i tryin my best to tell you this but you all jus dun understand...!!!

i dun get it why wen my life in trouble>>> NO ONE HELP ME!!!!

I BEGGIN YOU I NOT LYING!!! SWEAR TO MY GOD

THE DAE YOU ASK FOR BREAK!!!BUT IT ALL YOUR GAME TO ME!!!

2006-08-13T20:19:00.000-07:00

sumtyme you’lil to sae sometin tat i dun wan to hear, sumtyme you’lil to act sometin tat I dun wan to sae, sumtyme you’lil to do sometin tat I dun wan to accept… you make cried and feel upset for nothing…
you sae the name tat I hate it so much. I noe it jus fake and false but it jus poppin up my mind not bCoz I don’t believe you it jus make tink the worst’lil wat happen if one dae you sae it to me again, not playing but the truth…!!! I guess I jus lying my mind flying toward nothing and let my tear shed every moment… Recall the places, the laughter, the treatment, the talking, the time, the gathering, the fun we had for the past gather!!! I jus feel worried Coz I would lose everytin now and I don’t wan to lose it another time again!! I jus feel tis way.. it whether I scared of losing you or I jus loved you so much!!! I noe it all not true it jus a game you wan to see in me but the way you act it and your words as if it was true!!! I hate it tat words and I hate it to hear that name of THE GIRL AND THE BREAK TIN!!! I cried coz I had lose you… and I cried coz I lose my bet wit the girl you name it… but THANKZzZ god wen I heard you sae I was punk and you started to hug and wipe my tear and I believe it was your game playin to me….

In my relatiosip my worst fear is ‘HAVING BREAK UP WIT SOMEONE YOU LOVE’ coz it would change the situation into darkness totali dark in my mind, heart, moment of now and my whole life…!!!!

THE CRYING MACHINES HAPPEN TO ME!!!
THE VENT AND CURIOUS PART OF ME!!!!!!

IT STARTED WEN I HAD KNEW AFTER IT HAD GONE!!

2006-08-09T18:05:00.000-07:00

he winks his eyes onces to me, he kiss me onces to me, he sit wit me onces to me, he reach out his touch onces to me, he delcare to me to be his ones his onli ones i stil reject him onces, twice and i dun noe why!!!HAiYO!!!! *SOB*SOB*SOB*SOB*SOB*SOB*SOB*SOB*
i have nvr see his for the past 8 months but he keep cumin to me i my dream. i amdit that long tyme i nvr have mit him or noe he inside but i knew either me or him would be there 2 rember bout tghe tyme we lose and first met!!! DREAMmM CAME MAKE ME FEELRELIVE AND KINDA OF TEARS INSIDE ME!!

iNI MY EYES SHOWN ME A SHADOW TAT HAD OPEN AND STEAL MY SMAL HEART MY BIG EYES TURNS INTO FLOW OF TEARS AND I KEEP ASKIN MYSELF WHY I CRID!!THE TEARS TAT I SHED IS TERE OWAY HAD IT REASON FOR HIM!!!
THE LINING OF HIS HAND SHOWN A SHAPE OF HIS FAce, HE SMOOTH HAND TOUCHES ME GENTLY, HIS ADORABLE FACE MOVE ROUNDED TOUCHES GLIDIN MY HAIR AND BACK, HIS FRAGRANCE OF HIS HAND STIL ALIVE ON MY FRABIC>...

YES!!! it truth it all came in my dreams BUT now there were no more dreamMm... My soul was deamin for him jus 2 get him sense my pure love callin out for him coZ everytin tat i had dream and come 2 reality tat me and him are bak 2gather!!!!!

mY dEliGht PeOm..!!

2006-08-09T17:42:00.000-07:00

!! WHOM I WIT NOW !!

You may wonder around much,
BUT jus dont betry me!!

You may have your freedom,
BUT jus eep me in your mind!!

You may not call me sometime,
BUT jus 4get me ia a second!!

You may have my trust 4ever,
BUT jus dont break it!!

You may have alot of frenZ,
But jus dont use ur frenZ as An eXcuse!!

i gip you My Love But i jus ned to asked you question til i get it!

You may hate me much,
BUT is tat your heart sae soOo!!

You may love me so much,
BUT is your trust can be trusted!!

You may wan me so much,
BUT is your feelin is pure!!

You may embrace me tight,
BUT would you make me the onli one!!

SAE IT AS YOU KEEN ON ME, PROVE IT AND SHOW ME!!!
bLESS YOU AND ME , HOPE THING GET BETTER IN OUR LOVE AS
NOT JUS NAME AS "COUPLE"!!

mY cUriOus gUy!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reLIZad!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-01T19:56:00.000-07:00

i used to be'lil THE but now i used to be'lil THANKZ!!!!!
i Oways had a bad dae every mintues,hour and second!!!!! i alway had tis kind of arguement wit my guy tat alway make me hurt and insecure!!! he always irritate me wit some thing'lil where my this where my that why this why that whu tis and whu that... i feel'lil throwin smellin sock into his mouth but i jus cant cOz it will make me laugh to the core!!!!!!!!!! i hate it when ppl ask me tis and tat coz it'lil crossing the good moment i had and sudden a big mouth askin sumtim that i dont wan to hear or care!!!! hAiyO!!! headaches sak!!

wen he judge and tell mean you should be greatful!!!!
but wen there one dae sumtim happen to me, i jus cant shut my eyes coz i dun wan toOo... he tryin his best to save me wit his own determine willin... i jus feel'lil cryin coz he show his everytin to me as his face feelin and reaction shown tat he is worie and concern.... he got ask me to listen to him once but i ignore but wen tin happen badly den i knew i should listen to him tat tyme of preiod...BY NOW I RELIZED TAT ALL TIS WAS NOT IRRITATE IT JUS SHOWIN CARE TO ME AND I DUN APPRECIATE IT WHILE I JUS FEEL SAD AND UPSET FOR MYSELF COZ I JUS TAKE TIN FOR GRANTED but now i regain it and change!!! now i knew he is worth it to me in billion and zillion time and dae for!!!! i noe it annoyin but now i dun feel too coz if no him i wil nVr be ME again...

tHAnk HubZ!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS...
dont sTOp LoVIN me!!!

tHe dAe i hAd!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-01T18:21:00.000-07:00

when i woke up in the mornin, my guy alway call me to ensure the place to mit wen were in skool... soO wen i reach skool i always get to see my frenz tat was aysha,kit,mai,yuwana and the restsSs... bUt toDae turn out to be veri2 voilet and dark coz sumtin happen to me and i feel so shy... they sae i was lil lokin so pale and i lok so angry in sudden... you noe wat!!! i was being process by GHOST aAaAaaaAAA!!!! everytin seen to be change between my frenz i jus scared they wil hate me or run away fom me....i jus wann sae sorrie to all my frenz tat had see me weird and i make them scared to dead....SORRIE HUH!!! wen i knew sumtin lil tis oh my god i feel lil runnin away from everyone.... but i greatful to had a guy tat care for me much den everyone care... i wish i could be wit him if tin are rite or wrong....

wat dae i had todae!!!!!!!